hellooo, konichiwaaa to everybody. many things had hppn & it affected me emotionally. saddening events. time really can chnge people into horrible people & sincerely nice people. there were certain make beliefs spoken by people which causes unfortunate events to occur. For people who envy or shld i say look up to us, i can officially say we arent as cool as you think we were. we are jus like the other bunch of teens whom struggle to be in the spotlight.
the fact that seperate us was we are not thoughtful for others but only ourselves.
yes i knw i did stuff which were totally disgraceful & unforgivable.
i'm sincerely sry but not to those who are not worth my say.
apologies to those who pin high hopes on me, those who love & cared for me deeply.

so people who cant accept me and judge me, that's a pity. as i said, the only being on this planet whom can judge me is only my lovely mum.
& to those who still judge me for my past, i'm impressed. cus that's what kept you guys entertain all this while huh?


frens come & go. it's the matter how they go. it's a pity we all separated bcus of a name, a title , a position held. this shows how strong we all were in this friendship. yes of course all of us gossip but it does not kill us. words dont kill, it's yr action which kills. i guess this is the extend we all can go to. it's like a test that we failed. when you fail you tend to stumbled upon the mistakes. that's exactly what is hppnin right nw. we all stop at this crucial point, altho we all are at the same spot but we had intentions in our head that were of different directions we want to go. bcus of a certain obstacle we cant overcome and we all chose not to overcome anymore cus we all had grown up and start to think differently.
that's veryvery sad. jus bcus of a certain hurdle we all are physically & mentally separated.

i guess we all arent that cool after all. we used to be so close is cus we all are fighting for a same thing that makes us happy, now we are all fighting for a different thing & the most irony thing is that the thing that we all are fighting for now not only isnt the same , it doesnt even makes us happy in any way or another.
i jus hope we all can jus be frens just frens if it's so difficult to be more than that. just not to the terms. Enemy.