obviously, you do not knw that A is using you. how dumb can you be? i pity you, seriously, how can you not knw? unless you are mentally slow? or jus that you wanna let A give you that satisfactory pleasure that you are desperately dying for. i shldnt be judging but jus ask yrself, are you really suitable for A? if you're not then dont xpect boyfie like A. Apparently you are jus asking for too much. Probably you shld start lowering yr standards or start reflecting yrself. i jus dont get it, cant you be yrself? be original, dont be some kind of shadow of somebody. makes you a loser. have you really achieve smth on yr own? given the century nw, trend is rubbish. You shld go clean up yrself.
You always look dirty, messy, violent, uncivilized, naive, ATTENTION SEEKER, hypocrite. You jus want that attention dont you? you're damn melodramatic. always wanting the limelight too BUT it's always a unglamorous one. You're still a learner, so respect the rules & regulations. i dont get it either, you're always tryin to be like someone, who's that you wanna imitate? cant you have some originality? it's a new year, new start but you're like still leaving in the past. c'mon, wake up! it's time to change for the better.

one whom own the looks but is not diligent, what for?
one whom own the intelligence but is not pretty, that intelligence can make you pretty.

given yr standards nw... you are neither the above, so am i not. far far frm it apparently. i'm alrdy starting to wrk hard, that's an effort. But you still stuck at that same old self, no improvements but getting worst. that's what people say, PATHETIC. soon you will rot and regret but by the time people who are used to be worst than you will succeed first than you, cus you're still in denial. hais... poor you, i jus hope you will survive thru this disastrous crisis in this given society nw. may god bless you.

stay away frm my guy XXX.

anw, i gotta say i'm missing certain besties of mine.