every thing of us took off by a new start . every thing is different frm now on, nope i shld say only me that is gonna change. it really did impacted me, so much that makes me feel i wasnt what i thot i was. The terms you ask for me, shows that how selfish i am and after all i do not really understnd you, i thot i was the only one whom knws you bez. it's all wrong, it all wrong. i was alrdy wrong at the very first point. i gotta try to change evrythn like you want, even however much pain i could be inflicted. it doesnt really matters me anymore. i will jus do evrythn your way, jus like last time. The very naive me.
i feel so dumb, so wrong, so pain. Crying silently in the room, so that my dad wont realize? nope, is that i hurt so much, so much that no sound could come out of my throat. silent cries hurt more than cryin out loud, if you really did come to that point of time, you will understand me. really .... Labels: Really big swollen eyes
